Every time she looked in the mirror all she saw was pieces of mistakes and imperfections put together to form a destructive human. she blamed herself for every single thing, she cant smile at the mirror because she is angry with herself. All she wants is for the day to run past so she can fall asleep and wake up the next day again to fall asleep. she rarely lived, whatever had clouded her heart is best known to her, she lives in so much bondage, she avoided everyone, she always sees everything wrong in the right things.
Yes, shes a working class lady who at least can afford a comfortable lifestyle and a few holidays here and there, what could possibly be making her so sad? she does not even like to associate with her colleagues at work, she keeps a straight face always and everyone was used to seeing her that way, she was perceived weird and everyone liked to stay away from her and her negativity.
Her beauty is something compared to a river goddess but she never smiled, she always had a work face and a no nonsense face, she never saw her beauty, all she thinks about is how to go back to being alone and hating herself.
On a faithful Saturday morning this lady decided to try out being a different person, she let her hair down, she robbed her red lipstick, her mascara and she looked in the mirror, guess what? she smiled, she only remembered her plan to be amazing that day, she wanted something different, she just wanted to give herself a break, all she had in her head was how to be so beautiful and happy throughout the day, she felt free, for once she forgot everything that was bothering her which she never told us lol.
She went out to an exotic lounge to chill, she would usually sit on her own, frown, have her drinks and feel sad all the way through, but today she could feel the positive vibe, she did not see any reason to be sad when the whole world looked bright and was shining at her and smiling too. everything looked different, it felt like it was her first time in the city, she interacted with people she meet there, she meet new friends, she laughed a lot, she played games, wow time was now flying with her being happy, this time she was not counting hours before bedtime. that day she learnt a lot, she learnt that nobody cared so much about problems, everybody was out on a mission to be happy, there was no need to stay negative in the world, she felt very good.
When she got home she wiped off her make up, she saw a very different person she absolutely accepted how beautiful she is, she forgot every other thing apart from looking forward to next Saturday, she loved herself more, she forgave herself for every mistake, what she realized was that she could not change them so she had to accept them. she slept peacefully
she slept so beautifully, peacefully and happy.
DANG!! its Sunday she exclaimed as she woke up and said her prayer, she was so much in tune with nature, she has never felt this free, she was excited for being alive. the whole day passed by with her being unbothered because she filled her thoughts with so much positivity, she remembered the good vibe she felt staying happy and this made her happier.
wow!!! its Monday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! it was her birthday, she got out of bed, said her prayer, sang her way to the bathroom, put on a very beautiful dress and headed to work, she stopped by at a cake shop to get a cake, she arrived at work that day smiling and all excited, she knew she had explanations to make or rather she felt nervous about how her colleagues would accept the new her but she dint care, she was ready to be a different person.
she was surprised that her colleagues smiled right back at her and they dint even hesitate to celebrate with her, although they were a bit surprised but they did not want to ruin the positivity they always expected from her.
DANG!! its Sunday she exclaimed as she woke up and said her prayer, she was so much in tune with nature, she has never felt this free, she was excited for being alive. the whole day passed by with her being unbothered because she filled her thoughts with so much positivity, she remembered the good vibe she felt staying happy and this made her happier.
wow!!! its Monday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! it was her birthday, she got out of bed, said her prayer, sang her way to the bathroom, put on a very beautiful dress and headed to work, she stopped by at a cake shop to get a cake, she arrived at work that day smiling and all excited, she knew she had explanations to make or rather she felt nervous about how her colleagues would accept the new her but she dint care, she was ready to be a different person.
she was surprised that her colleagues smiled right back at her and they dint even hesitate to celebrate with her, although they were a bit surprised but they did not want to ruin the positivity they always expected from her.
They wined and dined in happiness, at the end of the celebration she thanked everyone for being supportive then she proceeded to say "Its not magic, i just changed my perspective about myself and about life"
Everybody clapped and everybody was happy and from that day on-wards she kept improving on her self love, she let go of everything that clouded her soul, she got married to the love of her life and they lived happily ever after.
Everybody clapped and everybody was happy and from that day on-wards she kept improving on her self love, she let go of everything that clouded her soul, she got married to the love of her life and they lived happily ever after.
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